[08:15 - 10:01] Yura's Misconceptions and the Speaker's Spiritual Realization of Love

And so, Yura, at some point, somehow started, uh, building very incorrect concepts about himself. And I very harshly cut off all these foolishness. It ended with Yura yelling: "What, have you gone crazy? I'm just, just interested. I will never give you to anyone." And he turned out to be right. It's just that this lasts, this phrase, it turned out not to be, uh, what it seemed like during his life, it seemed like later in my next life, nothing changes. And when I was baptized by Father Alexey Uminsky, I only then understood this phrase, that with God there are no living and dead, with Him everyone is alive. Because indeed, Yura had this too, he would go to the cemetery to his friends, as if to the living, and when they drank, they would clink glasses, always, as if to the living. Because there's no difference, they were in your life, they remained in your soul, and you check your next steps by them. And this I truly understood, that love is that gift, when through love we can feel God. His generosity. And that He also loves us. How will we know that God loves us if we cannot feel love for a human being? And only through love for a human being, not through acceptance, not through participation, not through, uh, erotic dreams, but precisely through love. Through giving and uniting. We can then understand what God's love is, which is even stronger. This is given to us on Earth only in this way. How I, how I now, how I now feel.