[08:07 - 09:03] The Lighter's Symbolic Function and Refusal to Accept Reality

So I listen to this, well, you there, little friend, somehow keep yourself in hand, in your hands. I say, "I'm busy now." Well, after some time: "then come, so, come." I say, "No, I'm not going anywhere." And I have some event again, a meeting, a speech in front of the municipality. All this, I'm fighting for my paper, for my own. I can't, there are people there. I say, "No, no, no, I'm not going anywhere." I say, "I can't, I have things to do today, I'm not going anywhere." And I rush to the place where the lighter is, turn on the lighter, and it's lit. I say, "It's not true." No, it's not true. He tells me, "Well, somehow you there," well, how men gently speak at that moment, "kitty, lion cub," somehow, "well, hold on there, well, I'm telling you, so come."