[03:56 - 05:24] Speaker's Exclusion and State of Despair

Uh, I, I don't even know how to respond to that. When, as it seemed to me, people who Well, the key word here is "seemed." Because, going back, I was, of course, still conscious, that is, if a person smiled, it meant he was happy to see me. If a person frowned, it meant he wasn't happy to see me. So everything was very linear for me. And they with Yura, they speak well of Yura, they care about Yura, they say they love Yura. Well, of course, it's, well, how could it be otherwise, how could Yura, well, it's, how? They are with him with all their heart. And then suddenly these cordial people, something happens to them. And they say, "And you, by the way, what did you forget there? What, you have nothing to do? Well, yes, he's sick. Well, you need to call a doctor." I just, guys, I don't want to use profanity. But to myself, I think in exactly such obscene language, constructions. And I don't understand how this is possible. So, and then Dima gets involved, they don't let me in. Dima categorically doesn't take me there. They get in, I'm not there. I go to work, I keep trying. And, uh, they don't let me in. And Dima gives me dosed information. And I spend these weeks in hell. Just in hell.